Castle Paradox

Eggie · Joined: 12 May 2003 Posts: 904

This is a peace treaty for my Reanimation.

This little topic is for everyone. This is for everyone, so they can be happy again. I am proposing peace, but first, let me straighten out a few things, y'dig?

First of all, I was mad at everyone. I was mad at all of the vets, because I thought they really hated me, which probably some still do. I was saying "I need a little room to pray", so I got mad at people. And seriously, the one comment about not everyone being treated as equals was not putting me as a victim. Honestly. When I lipped off all the admins in the CP Makeover topic, I was blowing off steam, because I was mad, and I just wanted to say "Shut up when I'm talking to you." Yeah. I was out of control. It happens. Now "I've become so numb", cause you "take everything from the inside".
Now "I am a little bit on loneliness, a little bit a disregard". There is a pain inside me that's "crawling in my skin". I feel bad that I pissed off everyone, but I had my reasons.

Just one thing, "against my will I stand beside my own reflection". While I was banned, everyone in CP and Renzo were abusing me and making stupid topics like 'Let's have a BAN party!", which was a topic directed a the banning of myself. Yeah, if you make a topic like that 50% because of the pun, then you're lying. If we all just did that, then we would have a whole bunch of spam topics that have creative tiels. Obviously, someone was happy to see me go. Ooohh... I may be immature, but you're not so great either. And there's been a lot when I'm gone. I'm sure 65% of the vets have mentioned my attitude. Don't regret, I WAS looking at the forums while I was gone. You know why? Because I A M T H E MATRIX. I was abused when Fyre had some problems. I'll give names if needed, but I'm sure it won't.
Go ahead and hate me, say you don't want me back, tell stuff behind my back becuase you can't tell it to my face, but here I am asking for peace between CP.

"I was confused, I have nothing to say. I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face.

One other thing, I am not a martyr. A martyr is a Christian that has suffered because they refuse to deny Christ. Never use it improperly. Call me a Ragaholic.

And now I'm talking civil. Just what some people wanted.

And I don't think CP is out to get me. I think that lots of the vets of CP are out to get me, but that's mainly my fault. Hm? What can ya do...
Infact, a lot of people I have really talked to, and my only allies are Jabbercat and Minnek, and I guess LeRoy. Whatever.

Yeah right now "there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface", mind taking it out by agreeing to my peace proposal. "My life, my pride, is broken."

One last point, here I am mature, and trying to bring peace, so I don't get mad anymore.
And don't hate me because I don't speak Arfenish, even though I can.

What can I say? I AM SORRY. That was my main point. Listen to me.
And about my taste in music. I will always like Linkin Park, 2Pac, J-Lo and Eminem. Sorry if that's a bother. I can't help it.

(I really need to make up for my posts. Fenrir is catching up. I need to be fast, like LeRoy.)

What's cooler than being cool? Ice Cold!

Machu · Posted: Thu Nov 06, 2003 6:56 pm Post subject:

Hmm... a little too many Linkin Park quotes? (and such) I see you are trying to get better, so bonus points to you. As long as the ego stays out of these forums, wesa gonna get alonga just fine.

Eggie · Joined: 12 May 2003 Posts: 904

Yeah, perhaps the Linkin Park quotes made it seem like a joke, but I'm serious. I've had enough, and I can tell everyone else has with their comments.

Camdog · Joined: 08 Aug 2003 Posts: 606

jabbercat · Posted: Fri Nov 07, 2003 12:32 am Post subject:

Major? what reg. ?
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LeRoy_Leo · Posted: Fri Nov 07, 2003 7:08 am Post subject: Re: rEAnImaTIOn

Setu_Firestorm · Posted: Fri Nov 07, 2003 7:47 am Post subject:

Camdog is right. A martyr qualifies as anyone who suffers for a cause.

But anyways, Eggie, my recommendation is to just let this go, and leave it behind. I know you're not being a jerk, but this could rise up old and dead arguments. It's best we just move on.
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Camdog · Joined: 08 Aug 2003 Posts: 606

jabbercat · Posted: Fri Nov 07, 2003 9:58 am Post subject:

regement, that is unless you were being sardonical Ha ha ha!

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TMC · Posted: Fri Nov 07, 2003 4:29 pm Post subject:

Post faster? No! Post slower:

madhatter has 273 posts, and registered a month and 8 days ago
LeRoy_Leo has 275 posts and registered a month and 15 days ago

Yeah, the topic must be dropped and forgotten.
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Camdog · Joined: 08 Aug 2003 Posts: 606

I was referring to the fact that I'm majoring in english. Unless you're being sardonical, of course.

LeRoy_Leo · Posted: Fri Nov 07, 2003 8:01 pm Post subject:

1:I would say make a thread on Renzo concerning the proper usage of English, and the application of acronyms and such, but I think that would be pointless. (I guess I already said it... Oookay...

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2:Also, If we talk about all kinds of stuff in one thread, then we don't have to use many threads. However, I do believe that posting some of your questions and oppinions would be more productive on the IRC chat channel... Looking closer at the IRC, I am also aware that the people there don't always pay attention (They are either playing a game, testing, or makeing a game.), so some might turn to the forum threads to ask their questions. We should simply accept this, and realize that you can't stop everyone from spamming on them. Spam, I believe, is the leading cause of threads being closed; or deleted; and that can make people mad.

2 continued.:This was topic related. Because this could be a reason why some get banned, but I am most likely wrong. Well, you have just peered into the mind of Leroy... You don't have to agree with what you see. Big grin

3: I am guilty of posting too much. Yes. I think that people that post this much have a lot to say. Sure a lot of it may be pointless, but that is a sign of active intelligence. Posting less means that you are thinking about what you post before you post it. That is also a good sign of active intelligence.
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Eggie · Joined: 12 May 2003 Posts: 904

I the future, I regret that we'll get along unless people look at this topic. I know some people who have been using me as a bad example while I was banned. Chances are they are not gonna drop this thing until they read this because they love to hate me.

And if you're gonna reply, say something constructive.

Also, I guess martyr does mean other than suffering for a religion, but I don't use it that way.

LeRoy_Leo · Posted: Mon Nov 10, 2003 2:50 pm Post subject:

Dont worry. I can get my brother to join and he will make all of us look sooooooo good. hehe. He is the one who makes all the music I have so far, so he does have a connection to us. Just thought Id give you a heads up. Your troublesome days are over, no?
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Eggie · Joined: 12 May 2003 Posts: 904

That's not confirmed yet.