CastleParadox Vs. BattleBlaze

Guest · Posted: Mon Apr 03, 2006 6:40 am Post subject: BB in graphics

That's really not what I ment Giz...

Battleblaze · Posted: Wed May 03, 2006 12:44 pm Post subject:

Time to revive the biggest thread in CP livejournal history.

Scripts are back! Game.exe is working! I have free time!
Voltron CPVS is GO!
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Moogle1 · Posted: Wed May 03, 2006 1:12 pm Post subject:

~~hooray HTML~~
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Battleblaze · Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 1:24 pm Post subject:

No work on CP done this weekend.

Because

For the first time in my life instead of going through freinds or wussing out because of things like FEAR or BEING LAUGHED AT or HORRIBLE CONSEQUENCES or BEING REJECTED, I professed the whole truth of my undying love to a girl. Not just a quick "I love you." But a good summerization of all the things I felt and just why I love her. She prolly dosen't like me. But thats how much I liked her, I had to tell her if she did or didn't because I couldn't take the chance of a what if.

So instead of my usual calculated plans I went out on a limb and took a huge bold ass'd risk.

I feel shaky and kinda sick but I'm pretty proud that I finally stopped being a pussy when it comes to my feelings. Excuse my extra shitty grammar, my hands aren't steady and I feel really out of it.

Next weekend I promise I'll make progress in the game. Thanks again to TMC.
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Onlyoneinall · **Bug finder** Joined: 16 Jul 2005 Posts: 746

lol. Battleblaze, how old are you? It just seems kind of strange you'd tell us this, and you'll probably be hearing someone bash you in some way for it Neutral

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Battleblaze · Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 2:24 pm Post subject:

I wasnt in my right mind when posting. But bash if you will I don't care. I thought it was common knowlage that I'm 15 the age of manga heroes.
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Onlyoneinall · **Bug finder** Joined: 16 Jul 2005 Posts: 746

This entry has 6001 views as of now (I'm viewer #6001) and you posted exactly one hour after your previous post.

It isn't common knowlage for me to know all the Castle Paradox member ages. That's why I ask.
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Guest · Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 6:03 am Post subject:

more like judging from his posts its COMMON SENSE. amirite?

LeRoy_Leo · Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 6:29 am Post subject:

Haha! 15? Easy there, boy. You have a long life ahead of you. Don't tear out your heart and throw it at some chick too soon. 17 is young, fyi.
I kow exactly how you feel, though. I too am proud that you were so bold.

I'm curious to know exactly what you did. If you want, you can PM the whole story to me. You know I won't bash you.
but GL on stuff, and have a nice day.
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Guest · Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 10:23 am Post subject:

Look back to the begining of this journal! If I cared what people thought I would have dropped CPVS long ago. So heres the story in a nutshell

3 girls Holly-Jen-Lisa

I heart Holly

I learn on the phone that Jen <3's me, this is bad.

SO I narrow down my options

1) If I say I don't like Jen of course she'll be upset and her frinds will help her with the guys are jerks speach and I'll be ousted from further contact-Not my favorite choice

2)I just go out with Jen. I mean she's beautiful & all she's got blonde hair wit de blue eyes. She'll be happy and I can stay with the group. Besides I'm a nerd and should be happy that someone actually likes me as much as she does (oh boy did she say some shit on the phone

). So take what you can get, love the one u wit-The logical choice

3)I take no action and eventually corner myself into a worse situation by doing what I always do, procrastinate-Most likely choice knowing me

Conclusion
Screw everything. I like this girl way to much to go quietly into the night like I always do. If I ever want to get what I want I need to go for it despite the horrible odds. So before they bring up the Jen thing again or whatever happens I need to let this girl know how I feel. So I just call her ask her what was with the phone last night she of course says "Well I think Jen likes you." I say that there's a problem with that, she ask what the problem is. Then I tell the whole truth and nothing but the truth. I dunno what she's feling really, I said she dosen't have to say anything now but I wanted to let her know. Besides I'm sure I took her by suprise and it hit her like a ton of bricks.

Now time for the really akward monday at highschool XC .

Gizmog1 · Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 3:04 pm Post subject:

Battle, I never exactly went to High School, so I can't exactly give you the best social advice. But, it's my opinion that if this girl you like doesn't want anything to do with you, all you can do is stay friends, and see if she changes her mind. At the same time, you don't HAVE to date this girl who likes you. If you can, go out with her in a group, and just be friendly, and who knows? Maybe you'll find out you've got more with her than you thought.

The LAST thing you want to do, is say "No, I don't love you." to this one girl who likes you, and spoil your chances if you turn out to like her more later, or profess too much to this girl you like that you like her, and make her say flat out "No, I will never like you", in case SHE would ever change her mind later.

If you've wasted you know, years pining after this girl, there's no reason you should waste even more hoping and praying and sucking up to her, you really oughta get a few years headstart on someone else. Just, don't burn any bridges.

To be honest, most of the girls I've ever had real feelings for, I'd been friends with for a long time first. Alot of the girls I've had crushes on from the moment I saw them, turn out to be boring when I get to know them. Mind you, your luck may be better.

BB is..somewhere · Guest

Well thats not really the case Giz. I haven't told her friend anything but liek I said I had to tell this girl Holly how I felt.

But for the most part

I already did the deed when I posted so giving advice now is a pinch too late.

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Onlyoneinall · **Bug finder** Joined: 16 Jul 2005 Posts: 746

lol, I thought it was funny how Giz capitalized high school. :p

My luck with girls is like... 1 to 0, unless you're talking about friends. Like... 95% of my friends are girls. That means a heck of a lotta estrogen exposure. lol
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Battleblaze · Posted: Fri Jun 02, 2006 8:01 am Post subject:

Summer Vacation in the States (and the northern hemisphere) is approaching. Super work on CPVS and a boom in the community are what I see coming.

I've already got 90% of the story arc figured out in my head. It's pretty damn interesting.

No I haven't given up you fools.
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